hi hi. its 1.04 am now and i couldn't sleep. i kept thinking about the same thing all over again. i tried to take syam's and adeeq's advice quote,''banyak lagi wah.'' HAHA faham faham lah. its not easy you know, letting go of someone/thing that's attached to me macam kena super glue, wth but its true.

i just need you to know that i still have the same feelings towards you as before. i realised you've changed, you've changed a lot to me, you might not realised it but heck, i do and it surely affected me. i couldnt sleep, i kept getting upset and angry. maybe i was jealous, yeah thats what syam said. i dont know. maybe i am, i am jealous. :(

and now i realised that it will never be, so ill try to move on now i know it wont be easy but its for my own good and yours too. happy always alright.

nafees kamsani. 24.